J the inseo

To you, yes you. The ones who break my trust. I hate you a lot but at the same time, i love you more than myself. You were like a home to me. A place where everyone wants to end their exhausting life with or a place where it's so cozy to be in. I trusted you & your words. You turned out to be someone you said you wouldn't be. You break my heart and my trust.

Well i bet majority of us have internet friend at least one or two, maybe none or maybe over 10. For me, i have so many internet friends and it's great to be friend with them. but, it will always end up either we hating each other or lost contact. I know, there are so many great things will happen if you have internet friend but there's also cons. I'm happy and i've constantly been hurt by them. weird rite ? They are my happy pills. When i'm sad, they're there for me asking why am i sad. Message me even if they are busy. They will do anything for me and i feel appreciated. They are also the ones who encourage me to not feel fear when i'm facing my nightmares.

A letter to you who feels insecure, We all sometimes have been in a phase of insecurity. Somehow we all wish to be like one of these pretty celebrities or even hope we are born with pretty face. but, don't you know that you, yourself are more beautiful especially when you show that 'real' smile in front of everyone. Throw the fake smile away, be happy and enjoy your life. Because happiness looks gorgeous on you. No matter how ugly you think you are, you're still pretty cuz you are you. You don't have to be anyone to be beautiful. Just be yourself. but i'm sure you think that's the hardest thing to do right ? Why ? Why is it so hard to do so ? You don't want to be yourself because you're so afraid of what people may think of you as  if they will have a bad impression to you right ? You were told by your friends that you were ugly until it makes you feel so unlucky to be born as you. You told yourself you were ugly, bcs you don't have a fair